Saknad.

Det har redan gått mer än 1 månad sen du somnade in och även fast tårarna har slutat rinna så är saknaden fortfarande alldeles för stor att bära. 

Du fattas mig. 

Gravity

Something always brings me back to you

It never takes too long

No matter what I say or do

I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch

You keep me without chains

I never wanted anything so much

Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

Set me free, leave me be

I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity

Here I am and I stand so tall

Just the way I'm supposed to be

But you're on to me and all over me

Oh, you loved me 'cause I'm fragile

When I thought that I was strong

But you touch me for a little while

And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, leave me be

I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity

Here I am and I stand so tall

Just the way I'm supposed to be

But you're on to me and all over me

I live here on my knees

As I try to make you see

That you're everything I think I need

Here on the ground

But you're neither friend nor foe

Though I can't seem to let you go

The one thing that I still know is that

You're keeping me down

Oooh

Keeping me down

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

You're on to me, on to me and all over

Something always brings me back to you

It never takes too long...

6 dagar.

6 dagar sen min älskade farmor somnade in. 

Sorgen är fortfarande alldeles för stor att bära och tårarna tar aldrig slut.

Flyger du genom himlaporten, säg?
Eller till världens ände?
Flyger du bredvid mig?
Eller är jag ensam nu?

Var du nu än är, min vän.
Vart än vägen för dig.
Lova att du väntar där,
Tills jag möter dig.

Jag hoppas du är lycklig nu.
Så som jag var med dig.
Och smärtan du har lidit,
Hoppas jag är glömd.

Sväva fritt, min kära.
Du är fri nu.
Och tills vi åter möts,
Farväl, min ängel.

Döden.

Som ett slag i magen kom beskedet, luften gick ur mina lungor och jag känner mig helt borttappad.

Det har gått två dagar sedan min älskade, fina, underbara lilla farmor somnade in. Två dagar som har varit full av saknad, sorg och tårar. Två dagar då jag har suttit och känt mig helt tom.

Att aldrig mer få en av hennes goa, varma kramar eller få prata med henne i telefonen känns oerhört jobbig och svårt. Mest av allt vill jag lyfta telefonen och ringa, säga allt som jag så gärna ville säga men aldrig fick chansen. Berätta hur mycket jag älskar henne och hur mycket hon betyder för mig.

Saknaden är enorm och just nu kännas det som att sorgen aldrig kommer att ta slut.

Jag älskar dig så mycket farmor, vila i frid. 

She's not me pt.1-2.

She doesn't love you, like I do
She doesn't have my name
How ever she tries, to act like it
She'll never be the same
But she's new, and she's beautiful
You've never been in a fight
Oh yeah, It's awfully perfect now
But you just know deep inside

She's not me
she's not me
She's not me
Baby, she's not me

Does she make you feel wanted, like I did
Make you feel like you're the one thing that matters
You let her head rest on your chest,
but when you close your eyes
You'll be seeing my face again
I'll be crossing your mind
You'll be dreaming of the places we went
And then you'll wake up to find

That she's not me
She's not me
She's not me
Remember, that she's not me

Oh, yeah

She's not me

Said I wonder now 
Yeah I wonder how you've been 
Are you happy? 

Is she still the one? 
Are U having fun? 
Is it for real? 
Baby... 

Cause I'll be waiting here 
Another week, or month or year 
If you're lonely 

God I wish I knew everything 
About the two of you 
Won't you tell me 

Does she have any humor? 
Does she laugh at your jokes? 
Can she look past the rumors? 
Does she know how it goes? 

Or is it none of my business? 

Do you go to the movies? 
Do you make out in the park? 
Do you stay up for hours? 
And just talk and talk? 

Or is it none of my business? 

Does she know bout the bracelets? 
There were two of a kind 
Did you save did you save it? 
Like I did mine 

Or is it none of my business? 

Would it make any difference 
If I got you alone? 
If I called would you listen? 
Would you hang up the phone? 

Or is it none of my business? 

None of my business 
Is it none of my business? 
None of my business 
Is it none of my business? 

She's not me - and she'll never be, never be, never be 
She's not me - and she'll never be, never be, never be 
She's not me - and she'll never be, never be, never be 

Where I stood.

http://youtu.be/gcXX1RTAA0s

I don't know what I've done or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me
It's all or none

There were sounds in my head
Little voices whispering that I should go and this should end
Oh
And I found myself listening

'Cause I don't know who I am
Who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight and I think I am just as torn inside

'Cause I don't know who I am
Who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself
And so I say to you, "This is what I have to do"

'Cause I don't know who I am
Who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh
She who dares to stand where I stood

I'd rather go blind.

Something told me it was over
when I saw you and her talking,
Something deep down in my soul said, 'Cry Girl',
when I saw you and that girl, walking out.
I would rather, I would rather go blind boy,
Than to see you, walk away from me child, and all.
Ooooo So you see, I love you so much
That I don't want to watch you leave me baby,
Most of all, I just don't, I just don't want to be free no

I was just, I was just, I was just sitting here thinking
Of your kisses and your warm embrace, yeah,
When the reflection in the glass that I held to my lips now baby,
Revealed the tears that was on my face, yeah.
And baby, baby, I would rather be blind boy
Than to see you walk away, see you walk away from me, yeah
Baby, baby, baby, I'd rather be blind now

Dax för en ny?

Jag är så fruktansvärt sugen på att göra en ny tatuering! Får se efter sommaren om jag kan skrapa ihop lite cash och göra en.

Det var allt, ciao!

http://youtu.be/tkD8eOj2iz4

Bästa nya låten som rullar i mina lurar! Längtar till det nya albumet släpps!

Like a bomb.

I'ma put this on, when they see me in this dress I'ma get me some.

.

I thought I told you, he'd be home soon
Couldn't help myself, you're too good to be true.
I fall short each time,
Every time he ain't here,
You and your charm creep closer, closer in here,
Like a fool for fire I fall, with my pride and all.
Like a bomb before explosion,
Ticking by your call.
You're the wise one, disguised from greed,
But I'm just a child who belongs on her knees.

But I found a boy who I love more,
Than I ever did you before,
So stand beside the river I cried,
And let yourself down!
Look how you want me now that I don't need you.

So, you thought that I'd would crumble to my knees
At the first shadow of you, crawling back to me
To whisper "will you leave your man?"
Cause you swear that this time you can stand by me.
I won't stand by you.

Cause I found a boy who I love more,
Than I ever did you before,
So stand beside the river I cried
And let yourself down!
Look how you want me now that I don't need you.

I ain't yours for no taking,
You must be mistaken
I could never look in your eyes, and settle for wrong
And ignore the right

Well I found a boy who loves me more,
Than you ever did before.
So stand beside the river you cry
And let yourself down!
Look how you want me now that I don't need you.

.

This is how the story went
I met someone by accident
Who blew me away, blew me away

And it was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow, when you took my pain
And burried them away, burried them away

I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever know, you'll disappear one day
So, I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

Dropped you off at the train station
Put a kiss on top of your head
And watched you wave, and I watched you wave

Then I went on home to my skyscrapers
Neon lights and waiting papers
That I call home, I call that home

I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever know, you'll disappear one day
So, I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

Woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain, the morning rain

And though I wish that you were here
On that same old road that brought me here
It's calling me home, It's calling me home

I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever know, you'll disappear one day
So, I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away...

You had me at hello.

Don't fly me away
You don't need to buy a diamond key
To unlock my heart
You shelter my soul
You're my fire when I'm cold
I want you to know...

You had me at hello (Hello)
Hello (Hello)
Hello (Hello)
You had me at hello (Hello)
Hello (Hello)
Hello (Hello)
It was many years ago (Ago)
Baby, when you stole my cool
You had me at hello (Hello)
Hello (Hello)
Hello oooooh

Gotta feel you
And be near you
You're the air that I breathe to survive
Gotta hold you
Want to show you
That without you my sun doesn't shine
You don't have to try so... hard for me to love you
Boy without you my life just ain't the same
You don't have to try so... hard for me to love you.

Shine bright like a diamond.

Den går hett på min spellista just nu!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWA2pjMjpBs

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond

Find light in the beautiful sea
I choose to be happy
You and I, you and I
We're like diamonds in the sky

You're a shooting star I see
A vision of ecstasy
When you hold me, I'm alive
We're like diamonds in the sky

I knew that we'd become one right away
Oh, right away
At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays
I saw the life inside your eyes

So shine bright, tonight you and I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shining bright like a diamond
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shining bright like a diamond
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Palms rise to the universe
As we moonshine and molly
Feel the warmth, we'll never die
We're like diamonds in the sky

You're a shooting star I see
A vision of ecstasy
When you hold me, I'm alive
We're like diamonds in the sky

At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays
I saw the life inside your eyes

So shine bright, tonight you and I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shining bright like a diamond
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shining bright like a diamond
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond

So shine bright, tonight you and I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond