I care.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnReaaJwloI&feature=g-all-u&context=G23ed423FAAAAAAAARAA


I told you how you hurt me, baby
But you don't care
Now I'm crying and deserted, baby
But you don't care
Ain't nobody tell me this is love
But you're inmune to all my pain
I need you to tell me this is love
You don't care well that's okay

Well, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care
Oh, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care

Ever since you knew your power
You made me cry
And now everytime our love goes sour
You won't sympathize
You see these tears falling down to my ears
I swear you like when I'm in pain

I try to tell you all my fears
You still don't care? That's okay

Well, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care
Oh, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care

Boy, maybe if you cared enough
I wouldn't have to care so much
What happened to our trust?
Now you just given up
You used to be so in love
Now you don't care no more

Well, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care
Oh, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care

Love on top

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ob7vObnFUJc&feature=feedu



Bring the beat in!

Honey, honey
I can see the stars all the way from here
Can't you see the glow on the window pane?
I can feel the sun whenever you're near
Every time you touch me I just melt away

Now everybody asks me why I'm smiling out from ear to ear.
(They say love hurts)
But I know
(It's gonna take the real work)
Nothing's perfect, but it's worth it after fighting through my fears
And finally you put me first

Baby it's you.
You're the one I love.
You're the one I need.
You're the only one I see.
Come on baby it's you.

You're the one that gives your all.
You're the one I can always call.
When I need you make everything stop.
Finally you put my love on top.

Ooo! Come on Baby.
You put my love on top, top, top, top, top.
You put my love on top.
Ooo Ooo! Come on baby.
You put my love on top, top, top, top, top.
My love on top.
My love on top.

Come on Baby
I can feel the wind whipping past my face.
As we dance the night away.
Boy your lips taste like a night of champagne.
As I kiss you again, and again, and again and again.

Now everybody asks me why I'm smiling out from ear to ear.
(They say love hurts)
But I know
(It's gonna take the real work)
Nothing's perfect, but it's worth it after fighting through my fears.
And finally you put me first.

Baby it's you.
You're the one I love.
You're the one I need.
You're the only one I see.
Come on baby it's you.
You're the one that gives your all.
You're the one I can always call.
When I need you make everything stop.
Finally you put my love on top.


Ooo! Baby.
You put my love on top, top, top, top, top.
You put my love on top.

Ooo Ooo! Come on baby.
You put my love on top, top, top, top, top.
My love on top.

Baby it's you.
You're the one I love.
You're the one I need.
You're the only thing I see.
Come on baby it's you.
You're the one that gives your all.
You're the one I that always calls.
When I need you baby everything stops.
Finally you put my love on top.

Baby.You're the one I love.
Baby You're all I need.
You're the only one I see.
Come on baby it's you.
You're the one that gives your all.
You're the one I always call.
When I need you everything stops.
Finally you put my love on top

Baby.
Cuz You're the one that I love.
You're the one that I need.
You're the only thing I see.
Baby baby it's you.
You're the one that gives your all.
You're the one that always calls.
When I need you everything stops.
Finally you put my love on top

Baby.
Cuz You're the one that I love.
You're the one that I need.
You're the only thing I see.
Baby baby it's you.
You're the one that gives your all.
You're the one that always calls.
When I need you everything stops.
Finally you put my love on top

Baby.
Cuz You're the one that I love.
Baby You're the one that I need.
You're the only one I see.
Baby baby it's you.
You're the one that gives your all.
You're the one that always calls.
When I need you everything stops.
Finally you put my love on top

Ännu en dag.

Idag har jag stått i hela dagen. Vaknade där vid 10, for och handlade. Nu är klockan 17.00 och jag har stått vid spisen i säkert 4h. Jag har bakat kanelbullar och lagat middag. Men nu får maken ta hand om disken så jag kan ta det lugnt en stund. Har inte suttit ner sen jag åt frukost imorse.

Annars..jag och mamma hade kursprov i social omsorg igår. Jag hoppas verkligen att jag har fått godkänt i kursen. Orkar inte läsa om kursen, som jag fick göra med psykologin. Time will tell om jag fick godkänt eller inte.

Jag har även köpt en fågel, en undulat, som heter Peppe. Han är så fin, nu jobbar jag bara på att få honom handtam. Det blir mycket roligare då. Eftersom jag har haft flera när jag var yngre och alla har varit handtama så ska jag försöka lyckas med det även denna gång.
Och jag har klippt av mig håret, det som hade blivit så lång och fint. Men det växer ju ut igen, så jag kände att det var dax att klippa det.

Peace!

Who you are.

I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are! (who you are [x11])
Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less is working, yeah yeah yeah
'Cause everything inside of me screams
No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!
Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WOOM,
Just go and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good luck, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...
No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
yeah yeah yeah

Sommaren är över.

Det känns verkligen att sommaren är över nu. Bladen har börjat falla från träden, temperaturen ligger på 10-16 grader och förkylningen har landat hos mig.
Det började med att Patrik var sjuk och nu när han har blivit frisk så har det blivit min tur. Snoret rinner och inatt har jag sovit 2-3h kanske.
Gillar verkligen inte att vara förkyld, fast det gör nog ingen.
Nu ska jag bädda ner mig i soffan och försöka göra lite skolarbete.


Peace!

You and I.

It's been a long time
Since I came around
Been a long time
But I'm back in town
This time I'm not leaving without you

You taste like whiskey
When you kiss me, oh
I'll give anything again
To be your baby doll
This time I'm not leaving without you

You said
Sit back down
Where you belong
In the corner of my bar
With your high heels on

Sit back down
On the couch where we
Made love for the first time
And you said to me

(Something)
Something, something about this place
(Oh oh, oh oh)

(Something)
Something about lonely nights
And my lipstick on your face

(Something)
Something, something about my
Cool Nebraska guy

Yeah, something about
Baby, you and I

Been two years
Since I let you go
I could've listened to a joke
Or rock and roll
Muscle cars drove a truck
Right through my heart

On my birthday
You sang me a heart of gold
With the guitar humming
And no clothes
This time I'm not leaving without you
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh

Sit back down
Where you belong
In the corner of my bar
With your high heels on

Sit back down
On the couch where we
Made love for the first time
And you said to me

(Something)
Something, something about this place
(Oh oh, oh oh)

(Something)
Something about lonely nights
And my lipstick on your face

(Something)
Something, something about my
Cool Nebraska guy

Yeah, something about
Baby, you and I

You and I
You, you and I
You, you and I
You, you and I, I

You and I
You, you and I
Oh yeah, I'd rather die
Without you and I

Come on!
Put your drinks up!

You got a whole lot of money
But we still pay rent
Cause you can't buy a house in heaven

There's only three men that
I'ma serve my whole life
It's my daddy and Nebraska and Jesus Christ

(Something)
Something, something about the chase
(Oh oh, oh oh)
(6 whole years)

(Something)
I'm a New York woman
Born to run you down
Still want my lipstick all over your face

(Something)
Something, something about
Just knowing when it's right

So put your drinks up for Nebraska
For Nebraska, Nebraska
I love ya

You and I
You, you and I
Baby, I rather die
Without you and I, I

You and I
You, you and I
Nebraska I rather die
Without you and I, I

It's been a long time
Since I came around
Been a long time
But I'm back in town
And this time I'm not leaving without you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9YMU0WeBwU

Länge sen..jag vet.

Jag är så sjukt dålig på att skriva på denna dumma blogg. Och ändå är jag inne på den nästan varje dag, men jag skriver aldrig.

Något nytt som har hänt då..hmm.. Ja, inte så mycket tyvärr. Har jobbat hela sommaren men nu är det slut och jag har börjat skolan igen. That reminds me..jag måste titta på arbetet som ska in nästa vecka.
Vi har firat 2år jag och Patrik. Tiden går galet fort.
Jag har köpt en ny dator, en stationär. Min allra första och jag är galet nöjd.

Det känns att sommaren snart är slut, värmen har börjat försvinna och det är kolsvart på natten.
Men det ska bli mysigt med höst, då kan man mysa ner i soffan men stickade koftor.


Undrar om det ens är någon som läser det jag skriver här..

Peace!

.

Didn't I give it all?
Tried my best,
Gave you everything I had,
Everything and no less,
Didn't I do it right?
Did I let you down?

Maybe you got too used to,
Having me around,
Still, how can you walk away,
From all my tears?
It's gonna be an empty road,
Without me right here,

But go on and take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love,

Maybe I should leave,
To help you see,
Nothing is better than this,
And this is everything we need,
So is it over?
Is this really it?
You're giving up so easily,
I thought you loved me more than this,

But go on, go on and take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love,

I will change if I must,
Slow it down and bring it home,
I will adjust,
Oh, if only,
If only you knew,
Everything I do is for you,

But go on, go on and take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love.

Sjukling.

Mamma har smittat mig med sin dumma förkylning. Termostaten i min kropp är trasig, ena sekunden fryser jag så jag hackar tänder och andra sekunden känns det som att jag kokar. Det är inte trevligt. Och idag ska vi (jag och mamma) på en obligatorisk föreläsning på skolan. Hoppas jag inte är helt slut efter det. Men den är bara 2h så förhoppningsvis så ska det gå bra. Blir väl soffläge när man kommer hem sen.

Annars då..jag pluggar och står i. Har första kursprovet på fredag och jag hoppas att det ska gå bra!

Nu ska jag vika lite tvätt och sen äta någonting innan det är dax att dra sig mot skolan.

Peace!

Mama knows best.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y29eTcRFEl8

Rolling in the Deep

Denhär låten är helt underbar. Jag lyssnar på den om och om igen.
Youtube länk: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYEDA3JcQqw





Förra veckan tog jag hål i tungan, vilket jag har velat göra länge,
men jag trodde aldrig att jag skulle komma mig till att göra de.
Så jag är faktiskt lite stolt över mig själv, medtanke på att jag
inte är så förtjust i nålar! (HUVVA!)
Men ärligt, det gjorde inte alls så ont som jag trodde att det skulle
göra. Visst, det kändes när han stack igenom nålen. Men sen sved det
bara lite när jag sög på isbitar och så. Och nu, snart en vecka senare,
så gör det inte ont alls nästan. Jag kan ju äta iallafall och det är ju
huvudsaken. :)

Pluggandet rullar på som bara den och snart är denna termin slut.
Och jag tycker faktiskt att det är riktigt roligt att plugga.
Det är första gången jag känner så. Och det känns riktigt skönt!

Imorgon bär det av till lilla huset på valhalla där jag ska spendera
några dagar framöver med familjen innan dom far iväg söderut. :)

Det var allt jag hade att säga för denna gång!


Peace!

Born this way

It doesn't matter if you love him,
Or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'cause you were born this way, baby


My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars

She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

"there's nothin wrong with lovin who you are"
She said, "'cause he made you perfect, babe"

"so hold your head up girl and you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"


I'm beautiful in my way
'cause god makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way


Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby I was born-
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be!


Give yourself prudence
And love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth

In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital h-i-m (hey hey hey)
I love my life I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah (love needs faith)


I'm beautiful in my way
'cause god makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby I was born-
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way


Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'cause baby you were born this way

No matter gay, straight, or bi,
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to be brave


I'm beautiful in my way
'cause god makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way


I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

Vikariefest.

Imorgon är det dax för vikariefest, igen.
Kl.19.00 börjar det hos Jessica och sen lät det som att det skulle bli Rex. Men kvällen kan fort ändras.
Nu ska jag sätta mig med mitt glas vin och popcorn och bara njuta av kvällen.


Peace!

Vikariefest.

Imorgon är det dax för vikariefest, igen.
Kl.19.00 börjar det hos Jessica och sen lät det som att det skulle bli Rex. Men kvällen kan fort ändras.
Nu ska jag sätta mig med mitt glas vin och popcorn och bara njuta av kvällen.


Peace!

Firework

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
drifting through the wind
wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
like a house of cards,
one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
You're gonna leave 'em falling down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
You're gonna leave 'em falling down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through-ough-ough

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh" (Oh, Oh, Oh)
You're gonna leave 'em falling down-own-own (Oh, Oh, Oh)

Boom, boom, boom (Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon